Depressing Time

Why do I always care about people who makes me feel like shit?
I mean, surely outside there are a lot of people better than them… so why do I keep to hang out with dickheads??? Am I so stupid to think that they will really change? Naive me.

I keep out of my life the kind of persons who could help me to be more positive, while I should avoid “”friends”” that make me feel worse when I’m already depressed. I hate everything and everybody.

These persons are leading me in a condition of constant unhappiness.  You can’t even think how much I want to change my life. But I’m scared to do the wrong change, that’s the truth.
I’m really sad in these last days. I don’t know what I want and I don’t know what to do about this. Maybe is just a period, maybe tomorrow I’ll feel better. I hope so.

I need something that makes me proud of myself. I’ll inform you when I’ll find it.

First depressed post of this blog done √

See you xxx

Don’t Stop Believin’!

Some will win, some will lose

Some are born to sing the blues
And now the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on

I was thinking about my future. Yesterday we talked in class about our future projects, and many of my classmates said that our dream jobs will never happen. A 50% of me agree with them and the another 50% disagree. I mean, be realistic is the better way to live without too many disappointments, otherwise think to not even try to follow our dreams seems a bad and sad idea, that probably we’ll regret for a looong time. What will I do? surely I wanna try to make my dreams come true (sounds like a movie quote…).

My dreams about the future are:

• go to England and stay there for the rest of my days
• become extroverted (goodbye shyness!)
• be satisfied for something
• do a work concerning drawing

And maybe something else that now I don’t remember.

I hope that this post doesn’t bring me bad luck!

See ya xxx

A Lot Of Ideas

 

I was thinking about writing new fan fictions, and a lot of ideas are coming out from my mind. I’m not sure if they’re good ideas, but I hope it, so…

The first fan fiction I have thought is about Skins, exactly about Sid and Cassie, they’re one of my favorite tv couples ever. Or maybe one about Sid…

The second fan fiction is about Misfits, I dunno yet if I wanna write about Simon or a Nathan/Kelly.

The third fan fiction is about Sweeney Todd, but I have no idea of what write about.

Anyway all these ideas are born because of one thing I’ve noticed yesterday: I wrote just a couple of fan fictions and they’re all about the same fandom. I think is better for me change ALSO fandom sometimes. I wrote ALSO, ’cause I don’t stop to write fan fictions about Pirates Of The Caribbean ❤

Another thing I wanna do is start to write something about an original idea came from my mind few days ago… but maybe I’ll make a comic about this… yeah, ’cause I wanna try to make a comic. I’ll make a mess, I know… but try will not kill me, right?

Okay, that’s all.

See you xxx

Hello everyone!

I’ve not a lot to say about myself yet. I just made this blog for relieve my feelings, for share opinions, for share drawings and other stuff. I hope someone will enjoy it, even if is not the reason because of I’m here, writing this post. I’ve made this blog for myself first (does it sound selfish?), I will not make the same error I made in my last blog. Ugh, too many “make/made”…
however that may be, I hope I’ll take more care this time.
See ya in the next post xxx